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To all those that enjoyed this blog. Thank You. These words are hard to write, admitting I feel alone is hard. Those words make me feel like a failure, as a person.
To my readers…….. well sorry, I have been failing y’all. I just ran out of juice, and really, maybe it felt like no one cared I guess.
Fact is, my tank is empty, I feel like I have nobody that cares, such is life. I have been, basically, alone, for God knows how long. The emptiness and loneliness has broken me. My niece, who is the person I love most barely talks to me. Why this is, I cannot imagine, I feel empty, totally empty. That kid is my world. If I have failed her, I am a failure as a human being.
AGAIN, sorry. I have been struggling for seven months to keep ahead of the bills. So many people have been so generous, God bless and thank you. I just need some time, and some emotional support maybe. Life is wonderful, but being always alone…..? It is poison. Your prayers are appreciated, and so badly needed my friends. And that is what I need. Friends. Frankly, I think I have maybe forgotten how it feels to be a friend, and to have friends. God, I miss friendship.
Love to y’all